He would burn
his skin deeply with red hot wire in inconspicuous places. These
and similar acts were generally followed by manual excitation
nearly always brought to a climax.
He considers that he is attracted to refined and intellectual
women. But he is without very ardent desires, having several
times gone to bed with attractive women who stripped themselves
naked, but without attempting any sexual intercourse with them.
He became interested in the "Karezza" theory and has tried to
practice it with his wife, but could never entirely control the
emission.
He has hired a masseur to whip him, as children are whipped, with
a heavy dog whip, which caused pleasurable excitement. During
this time he had relations with his wife generally about once a
week without any great ecstasy. She was cold and sexually slow,
owing to conventional sex repression and to an idea that the
whole thing was "like animals" and to fear of child-bearing,
usually necessitating the use of a cover or withdrawal. It was
only eight years after their marriage that she desired and
obtained a child. During these years he would often stick pins
through his mammae and tie them together by a string round the
pins drawn so short as to cause great pain and then indulge
himself in the sexual act.
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