Emission under
these conditions is to me an agony of delight, during which
practically the lady's whole weight should rest upon the penis.
"One reason for my special pleasure in this method seems to be
that first the heel and afterwards the sole of the slipper as it
treads upon the penis greatly check the passage of the semen and
consequently the pleasure is considerably prolonged. There is
also a curious mental side to the affair. I love to imagine that
the lady who is treading upon me is my mistress and I her slave,
and that she is doing it to punish me for some fault, or to give
_herself_ (not me) pleasure.
"It follows that the greater the contempt and severity with which
I am 'punished,' the greater becomes my pleasure. The idea of
'punishment' or 'slavery' is seldom aroused except when I have
great difficulty in accomplishing my desire and the treader is
more than usually handsome and heavy and the trampling
mercilessly inflicted. I have been trampled so long and so
mercilessly several times, that I have flinched each time the
slipper pressed its way into my aching body and have been black
and blue for days afterwards.
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